been out of comission for a couple days. made a visit to the ER. dude next to me had huge boils, they gave him morpheus and there was blood squirting everywhere. the ER is the most potent reality check. they seem to make it as uncomfortable as possible, everyone knows each other's business (a grandma getting a thermometer stuck up her butt, thanks for the info), and those little curtains don't hide anything. ERs in nyc are especially hairy with a bunch of homeless folk walking around freely. I think I just added 3 years to mental mind state. Stay healthy.